Some say in a life time you only fall in love once, and it's the most beautiful thing in the world. I don't know if i've ever felt love, but if i have there are two people I love, is it possible to love two people, two brilliat and beautiful people. I always thought my life would be diffrent, but it's not its no where near how I wanted it to be. Loving two people is so hard. Ones creative, damaged and so difficult.. but the most perfect and misunderstood person i've ever known. The other is funny and charming, i've loved them both for as long as I can remmber, it's the kind of love that gives you butterflies, makes you blush and almost do anything for them. They were my bestfriends. I think about them both often. It's probabley just child hood crushes.. I believe I am incabable of love. Maybe I believe i'm not worthy of such a thing. Or maybe i'm afraid of being hurt, or simply just not good enough. I've often wondered what it would be like to be a diffrent person, and have no recognition of my own life. Some say to be in love you must learn to love yourself or no one will ever love you, if this is true then it completely makes sense, because I most deffinetly do not love myself. Why can't it just be the three of us.
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