FUCK.

Day 3: Being a Vegetarian.. not even hard.. so far. I've had a bit of a rough day. I havent wrote in a really long time so im just going to go off on random things.. just a warning to anyone whos reading this. I moved to Toronto on Febuary 11th.. probably my stupidest decision ever.. Im completely lost I don't know what to do.. I feel like im falling apart..I have no way out. Im 19 years old and don't have a god damn thing figured out, Im stressed to the fucking max.. I dont trust anyone, Im not happy.. Im just so overly lost it's ridic. Im doing laundry and I seriously bleached a pair of blue pjs and now i think they're ruined just to top off my fucking day. Yes my FUCKING day, that's right. Plus one of my neighbours looks like a manson girl.. so that s fun like fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. I litterly get two shifts a week currently at my job, and I miss Barrie so much cant wait to go back in september like oh my fuck. Saaaaaaaaave me..

ox

Im complicated, difficult, stubborn and easily annoyed... I can be selfish, impatient and im so insecure. Im not perfect, not even close.. but the two things i am sure of is how deep and smart I am.. and im perfectly content with just being that.

faveeeeeeee xoox

Alannah Myles

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Im soooooooo tired of this town. I hate it here. I just can't wait to get out and never ever ever look back on this town. I wish I had The Office season 7 so I could just lay in bed all day watching it, and wishing I had a realationship like Jim and Pam.

Stop dreaming, start living.

Have you ever been so unhappy with your own life that you immagine yourself in a diffrent one, I find I constantly do this, everyday, all day. It's time to make my dreams a reality and to start living my life. I will get my life back.

"You can't keep fucking with someone's feelings just because you're unsure of yours."

My products:

Aveeno.. oh baby, the best moisturizer i've ever used. It goes on smooth, it makes a diffrence in litterly a night. Transformed my skin. I find it can also help with acne. I adore this product. I will never by another moisturizer again.

 The reason why Tresemmes heat tamer spray is so good is because it protects your hair and make it shiny, i love it. It took some getting use to.. The only thing i find with my hair is it drys it out, i'm sure that probabley normal. I also have extremely dry damaged hair. But love this product.

 Okay, 3D white strips are beeeeeautiful. They do work, and I mean they really do work. Oh and the tooth pastes great to. I havent used the mouth wash yet, but i will be buying that soon. I highly recomend thing to everyone. Seriously. I recomend you do it at night, because it can hurt your teeth a little bit after you do it. This may just happen to me because i've whitend my teeth many times. Im addicted to having white teeth apprently.

Dove works. Simple as that. My hair is so damaged, and it acctually makes it soft. I really love it, and it smells good to.

 I LOVE FREEMAN FACE MASKS. After I used one i bought every single face mask they have. And I even have a sugar scrub and there Kiwi yogurt facial cleanser. I love freeman, there incredible all there products smell so good you feel like you should be eating it. No joke, best facial masks. I paid 3.99 at walmart. I love it. http://www.freemanbeauty.com/, for real go check it out.

Honestly I love the face wash and expoliater but I hate there moisturizer it drys the hell out of my skin. I also dont like the toner, so I just use this. I love proactive but never bought it again but that also works brilliantly.