"Here to the future because I'm done with the past."
I admire this quote, even though I don't know who said it.. There the words I have decided to live by. I've got to stop thinking about the past and focus souly on now and the future. I deserve to be happy again and enjoy my life. I fell in love, in a wrong kind of love, a obsessed, unrealistic, psycho, angry, lust and passionate love, how can I walk away from this? Love isn't suppose to make you angry or jealous, you need trust. I don't know why I keep waiting, waiting is somthing I can not do anymore. One day you'll probabley wake up and realise I'm the only one who ever cared.. but I can't sit around waiting for that day.. can I? You drive me crazy. So crazy. It's like you push me under water and everytime I go to get up to catch my breath you push me back under. I must be such a dreamer to beleve you and I could ever work.. It's almost imposible, it'd be so disfunctional. I hate you, but I love and need you. I wan't to hurt you, but I wan't to save you and make you happy. I wan't to never speak to you again, but you're the first person in the day I wan't to talk to. I can't live with you. I can't live without you. So this is goodbye, goodbye to waiting, hanging on to somthing that was never there. Goodbye to you, goodbye to me and you're hold on me. I deserve better. Goodbye.
I admire this quote, even though I don't know who said it.. There the words I have decided to live by. I've got to stop thinking about the past and focus souly on now and the future. I deserve to be happy again and enjoy my life. I fell in love, in a wrong kind of love, a obsessed, unrealistic, psycho, angry, lust and passionate love, how can I walk away from this? Love isn't suppose to make you angry or jealous, you need trust. I don't know why I keep waiting, waiting is somthing I can not do anymore. One day you'll probabley wake up and realise I'm the only one who ever cared.. but I can't sit around waiting for that day.. can I? You drive me crazy. So crazy. It's like you push me under water and everytime I go to get up to catch my breath you push me back under. I must be such a dreamer to beleve you and I could ever work.. It's almost imposible, it'd be so disfunctional. I hate you, but I love and need you. I wan't to hurt you, but I wan't to save you and make you happy. I wan't to never speak to you again, but you're the first person in the day I wan't to talk to. I can't live with you. I can't live without you. So this is goodbye, goodbye to waiting, hanging on to somthing that was never there. Goodbye to you, goodbye to me and you're hold on me. I deserve better. Goodbye.
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